Technology is fantastic. When it works. It is less so when it fucks up. And this is about one of those moments.
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I miss him and often wonder what his life would have been like if it hadn't gone all so wrong for him and I hadn't lost touch.
So, this is dedicated to those whom we have loved and have since passed over to a better place, be they family, friends and even those beloved pets who became our closest companions.
Let this be a positive meditation in memory of them, recalling everything positive, everything happy and, if you are of the mindset that has a belief in the afterlife, to that day when we shall all meet again.
Wednesday, 18 January 2017
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How wrong could I be.
I receive the third 'WITHHELD' phone call this week at 0830 am this morning. I know instantly what's coming as soon as I see the caller display showing the 'withheld' notification.
Sometimes the person on the other end is polite, and to the uninitiated, can be quite convincing. Other times they are just lacking that bit of polish and confidence, and then there are the plain, outright rude and bullish types - always male. This morning's call was from the latter type of scammer.
Friday, 13 January 2017
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In between sets of squats this track by Paul Young came on, 'Come Back and Stay' from 1983. That lovely sliding bass line instantly transported me back to when I was 19 and living in a cold and damp flat in Roath, Cardiff. It had been my first shared home outside of my family house, and I lived there with my first fiancée, until we agreed to split.
When this record was out I had the album it came from, 'No Parlez' and would play it continuously on my record player, usually when getting ready for work - at this period of my life I was employed working the door of a nightclub called 'Bananas' in the heart of Cardiff's city centre, and my best childhood friend, Chris, was the DJ. The night club scene then was amazing, as everyone knew each other and the atmosphere was one of a party and never one of trepidation or a fear of violence.
I even had this song - along with the complete album - on my cassette deck in my old Ford Capri. Boy, did I love that car, a tatty looking thing with suspension that made it roll worse than a fishing vessel in a storm, but it was mine, and at 19 years of age, I was oblivious. Every day was an adventure. I could go without sleep for 48 hours (and did more often than I should have) without problem, train without aches or getting sore, would wake up of a morning full of energy and ready to take on the world, and all my clothes were off the peg. Plus I was now single, but still very naive, and I suppose, still very innocent. But 1983 was a fantastic time.
Thursday, 12 January 2017
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It was a heart-wrenching moment permanently etched into our hearts and minds. We've often talked about Ceri and what she must be doing now, and where she must be living.
As it transpires, my wife - a chiropractor by profession - was treating a patient who knew the lady who had received Ceri as her guide dog, and so the conversation went on regarding Ceri's training, time spent living with us and so on.
Wednesday, 11 January 2017
"Yes. I see."
"I think it's possibly the most perfect circle I've ever drawn. What do you think?"
There was a pause. Silence between the two of them, teacher and pupil both staring at the ground and the circle inscribed there and the figure it contained within.
"I would have to agree, it is indeed your best work to date. No sign of hesitation. I am impressed, Adept."
The Adept beamed with pride at the Guardian's praise.
"But," added the Guardian.
The Adept's smile vanished, her three glittering globes blinking rapidly.
Tuesday, 10 January 2017
If your mind is a vortex
Losing its context
You're wondering what's next?
Stop. Listen to your heart
That steady beat
Keeping you alive
Treat it with the respect it deserves
Silence your doubts
Calm your mind
The swirling thoughts within you
Will only ever confuse you
Stand firm and resolute
Silence your doubts
Focus on peace and energy
Find your centre
Find your place
That tiny trace of who you were
When times were happy
Be the you that you deserve
Be the you with the genuine smile
Be the you that you remember
Distance yourself from the toxic
Leave the shadows behind
You are unique there is no denying
Shed no tears and stop the crying
Lift your face
Stand proud and defiant
Strength is within you
Let it shine like a light
No more hiding in the night
Your mind is a vortex
Take command and control it
You are your destiny
The past your foundation
The future your path
Tread with conviction
Purpose and direction
You are in control.
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